When you know what you want, you are in direct alignment with the supreme source, or the univerusl, and it will give you what you want; Yes, it may take a long time, but you will get it. When you are in alignment with the universe and you think you deserve to receive what you want, simply what you want will come to you without you putting in effort who knows what. When you are in alignment with yourself, the universe is not something else, but it is you, who you co-create.
You can start repeating yourself as many times as you think is necessary: it is normal for me to find money on the floor or to win if I do not know what contest; it is normal for me to be appreciated in many ways by the people around me and who love me; it is normal for me to attract wonderful people in my life and situations that help me; it is normal for me to give love to those around me, and to understand that I can create positive experiences in other people’s lives; it is easy and normal for me to bring little hope in the life of those around me; and so on
Everything you really want is already inside you, not outside. No one from the outside can help you unless you decide to help, or if you don’t decide you deserve that, and you don’t act when it’s ok.